Problems & Advice
My name is Erin. I am 15 and I was sexually abused by the man my mom was with when I was 7 and 8 and 9. At least that's how old I think I was. I remember a lot that happened, and they were the 3 worst years of my life.
Now I am 15 and the memories are keeping me from functioning correctly. I have nightmares and I feel that I can't trust men. Now I am mentally abused by my mom, she calls me stupid and a bitch and other things. But she is getting better.
I don't wanna run away but I feel like I have to get out for a little while, just a week or so. I have places to go and I wanna be emancipated when I turn 16. I only have less than 6 months, so in May I am leaving.
I will tell you all now that if you feel like you are drowning and dying in the home you are in for any reason, just get out to think for a little while. Just don't run away. Stay close to home and remember that you are all loved by God. He will help you through any situation you are in. He helped me get through my pregnancy. I lost my lil girl after 1 month. I am so crushed.
Before you leave your houses, just try to get help. I am seeing a psychologist. She's real nice and she protects me from hard situations. Just use this advice. Seek help. If that doesn't work, look into trying to find a place to stay for a week or so. And if anyone needs advice from my experinces, just write to me in the comments section. i will try to help you with some advice.